I dreamed that I said to you all the thruth. All. Since the beginning. As it is necessary. I would have to make it. Because it was a beautiful dream. I regretted nothing. At the moment, if you only knew how much it hurts me to lie to you. I can nothing admit to you, it's not the right time. Moreover, it will never be it, it's too late. I believe that i will never forgive myself to let go away a luck so enormous. To have you to let leave. Now I end up alone, as an idiot, in the middle of people who instead of understand me, are only worsening the situation. But, help me, I don't understand, I don't understand any more.. nothing. I beg you, come back to me, become again as before. It was so beautiful..